oh fuck me

i'm sorry to be the realist in this situation
but we're not astronauts going up to space
this is not the situation
we're not fighting dragons
or being wizards
we're josh and we're grace
and we're breaking up in a coffee shop

It gets easier. Time passes and slowly we forget. Slowly the need to appreciate drains. What are we making of ourselves? To be with you livens me, ever so slightly. Each time. I become willing to hold on, for just a few more moments, though with a loosening grip. Hold me tighter. It should not be getting easier.

my days are good. my nights are depressing. i wish there was effort put there. and i wish all the obstacles were gone.

Movies I want to see

• Blue Valentine
• It's Kind Of A Funny Story
• Friends With Benefits
• The Kids Are Alright

It's bittersweet

So incredibly bittersweet.

remember

self, don't forget. please please don't forget.
it's so good.
do not let the sweetness escape you.
think of it daily.
do not be let down over this.
fight temptations.
it won't be too long.
but it won't be much longer after that ridge either.
please. hold. on.

Waiting

Lately I feel as if my life is all about waiting.
Waiting for seasons, waiting for fun, waiting for the future, waiting for you.
I am just so goddamned restless. I don't want to wait anymore. I want to soar. I want to be in complete control, but that is my nature.
I am a homebody, yet I live with so much wanderlust. I am extremely comforted by my familiar four walls, but I want to break free and see what's out there.
My time isn't now, but my time is soon.

Life I love you, all is groovy

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