Waiting

Lately I feel as if my life is all about waiting.
Waiting for seasons, waiting for fun, waiting for the future, waiting for you.
I am just so goddamned restless. I don't want to wait anymore. I want to soar. I want to be in complete control, but that is my nature.
I am a homebody, yet I live with so much wanderlust. I am extremely comforted by my familiar four walls, but I want to break free and see what's out there.
My time isn't now, but my time is soon.