3/28/11

Remember when I thought we were in love?
An eye-opening season for us both.
Or perhaps that too was a dream.
Silence and warmth surrounded us.
Sheltered by each other's bodies.
Molding and forming to perfection.
And to part was painful.
But soon it became grim.
The darkness rolled in so quickly
Like a storm
Dissolving the sugar from our lips.
Forgetting what was once so sweet.
Replaced with bitterness.
Some days I gnash at the though.
But others I sink into the former bliss.
Look

That's it-

"It's not that I hate you,
I never loved you enough to hate you"


Jaymay, i'm glad I discovered you.

Desperation, my ass.

Self control for days, baby.
You did this yourself.

It's so dangerous for me to be awake past midnight

Volatile thoughts enter my mind and I do impulsive, drastic things. Some things I'll regret and some things I know I'll probably be proud of. Sending you that Facebook message though... I regret it already

I talk out loud like you're still around.

I disgust myself a little