I miss everything, and it's incredible because it felt so long. i miss everything about you. your stupid little quirks. your goofy smile. your frivolous antics. the dance parties in my room. your upbeat demeanor. your ability to smile in shitty situations. i want all of that. i want all of you. but you don't want me. and it kills me. i always want what i can't have. please want me again.