I sometimes wish I could go back to mid-December, when my whole life was a roller coaster. I was full of adrenaline and endorphins. It was all so exciting and new, and all my bad thoughts were completely gone. It was an eager time, it was a learning process, and it was a period of discovery. I learned that there was so much more out there. That I wasn't confined anymore. That this was all a blessing.

I would like to relive mid-December again soon, if possible.